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New Theme and Mommie Dearest Issues

Published at: 10:03 am - Saturday March 13 2010

Hey Everyone,

      I decided that I wanted to change my theme since alot of my readers were having problems reading with the dark background so I decided to change my theme to make it a theme that will work for all kind of eyes.

        Why did no one tell me that my old theme was hard to read and didn’t work for all eyes? Like no one has ever complained or said anything, until a friend of mine who we will call “ thou” said on AOL chat that my theme was hard to read on her eyes.

* SMACK * THOU!

     ( SO on with the story )

 

    So a couple weeks ago Mommie Dearest had a liver biopsy done, because the doctor that she goes to said that her liver was enlarged and that he wanted a biopsy done to see what her liver looks like and he gave her a diagnosis of      “ FATTY LIVER SYNDROME”.

       Mommie Dearest is a bit overweight, I cant lie, but she is trying to loose the weight she has been taking the Alli, ( TM) and has made me stop taking it,  and like I said she has lost a little bit of weight. I mean at least that she is trying to loose the weight and I am proud of her for that.

     Anyways, she went back to her doctor about a week or two ago, to get the results and they told her that if she doesn’t loose weight that it could turn into non alcoholic, Cirrhosis of the Liver.

    I am scared to death of loosing my mother to something that could be stopped before it is even started. I lost my grandma that way to Cirrhosis of the liver, My mother has plenty of time to stop hers from even starting.

    Right now they said that her liver * IS FINE * and that there is no scarring on it meaning ( No start of the cirrhosis ). He also ( the doctor ) said that she is a fine Canadate for the Gastric Bypass. So she is trying to fight BCBS ( Blue Cross Blue Shield ) to get approved once her 6 months of failed attempts to loose weight is over with.

       BCBS is being an ass and denying her and thinking that she wants this done just for “ COSMETIC”, when in actuality, she NEEDS this gastric bypass. So she is having her doctor call BCBS and tell them that she really needs it and this isn’t just for cosmetic.

        The doctors make you try to loose weight on your own and then after you fail for 6 months then your more likely to get the gastric bypass.

       I don’t know I am just worried…

       I mean I want her to loose the weight and not have the same fate and go though the horrible things my grandma ( L’s Mother) went though, Plus she’s still young ( 51 Next Month ).

     I know that my "PDOC” says I have severe anxiety and that I shouldn’t worry about things until it happens well this is happening and I am starting to worry about this alot I think its my OCD that is making me worry about it alot. Because it becomes a obsession Compulsion.

        I have been exercising too lately..

     I have been really walking around the block at least 5 to 10 times a day ( at different times though out the day )  to get exercise. I really am starting to see results with it because I notice that my stomach is starting to get smaller and not be so bloated looking and I notice its kind of starting to get flatter.

     Well I am off to go do my first 2 laps around the block!

Take Care Everyone,

Christopher

Posted in: ALLI Pills, Anxiety, Blue Cross Blue Shield, Cirrhosis of the Liver, Exercise, Gastric Bypass, Grandma, Mommie Dearest, New Blog Theme, OCD, PDOC, SalUDevil, a, liver biopsy by Christopher 4 Comments

St. Patrick’s Day Riddles and Puns

Published at: 12:03 pm - Thursday March 11 2010

SPECIAL THANKS TO VALERIE FOR THIS CUTE EMAIL!

 

From: —————@aol.com

Sent: Thursday, March 11, 2010 7:23 AM

To: Christopher_Marlow@Live.com

Subject: Joke of the Day…

St. Patrick’s Day Riddles and Puns


What is out on the lawn all summer and is Irish?
Paddy O’Furniture.

What do you call a fake stone in Ireland?
A sham rock.

When is an Irish Potato not an Irish Potato?
When it’s a French fry!

What does it mean when you find a horseshoe?

A poor horse is going barefoot!

 

Why did the elephant wear his green sneakers
instead of his red ones?
The red ones were in the wash.

 

Why is a river rich?
Because it has two banks.

 

What does a leprechaun call a happy man wearing green?
A Jolly Green Giant.

What happens when a leprechaun falls into a river?
He gets wet.

What do you call a diseased Irish criminal?
A leper con.

What is a nuahcerpel?
A leprechaun spelled backwards!

Knock, Knock.
Who’s there?
Irish!
Irish you a Happy Saint Patrick’s Day!

Laughing Irishman

 

 

Clover

my blog…
Joy in the Rain

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If you have a joke you think the group would like,
please email with "JOTD" in the subject line. Thanks!!
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AOL Smiley

— Christopher

Posted in: St Patricks Day Jokes, Valphish by Christopher No Comments

Psychologist Visit ( Yesterday )

Published at: 01:03 pm - Wednesday March 10 2010

Hey All,

    Well I went to the doctor yesterday my Psychologist, and so far I am finally responding to the medications that I have been put on. Where before I wasn’t responding to the meds which is a bad thing.

    So far it looks like I am staying on Lithium because I have responded to it the best even though my readings from when I get my blood taken has been on the low end but she said thats ok, she didn’t want to up my lithium for the facts that Lithium is dangerous on the kidneys in real high doses. I only take 300 mg x3 a day.

300 mg in the morning

300 mg at lunch

300 mg at dinner

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900 MG

    My doc also talked to me about getting along with “ L” As you see me and “ L “ we really don’t have a relationship and hes ( as the doctor put it ) pretty sick with going to dialysis/

     I don’t see the man as sick I just see it as that’s something that is keeping the man alive. Hopefully when he can get his kidney function up enough we can find him a spare kidney to be donated to him. Since he is only in his 60s and the cut off for kidney donations is 70 years young.

    Anyways, she wants us to get along and not fight and to have a relationship as father and son, and go out and do things together before well… Its too late and then I have to regret not having a relationship with my father. Then to go around like two separate people in the house that barely know each other, that walk by each other and talk to each other every once in awhile.

    Also I found out that I am a hypochondriac…

    Yes, I have all the signs and symptoms of having that. So it turns out I am being put on PAXIL which is the strongest out there for my disorder of having BAD AXIETY which basically what being a hypochondriac is its mostly ANXIETY… So I am to take my CELEXA which is a anti depressant and then come off of it and go on 20 mg of PAXIL.

     Also we talked about some personal things that I cant talk about here, I wouldn’t feel comfortable talking about but she made / wants me to me face some fears that I don’t want to think about cause.. Well, I shouldn’t be thinking about it

      I am having a problem with my age I don’t like being 26. I miss being 18 and wished I was 18 but I know that, in reality I cant go back in time and so I have a far of getting older and the doc told me its good to get older cause you learn more as you do but I just don’t want to be in bad health and this is where the hypochondriac part comes , I am scared to pieces that I will have bad health and whatever my parents have wrong with them I will have and right now I don’t have insurance so every time I go see the PDOC, as I call her short for psychiatrist, I am afraid I wont be able to afford my doctors.

So I guess that’s where I became a hypochondriac.

I basically have very bad anxiety…..

      Also on the anxiety spectrum, I have a very bad clinginess to my mother which is another sign of anxiety.  I cling to my mother and don’t want her to go to work or don’t want her to go anywhere without me. Or I break down in tears and cry. So Thats another reason why I am being put on the Paxil.

The Celexa isn’t cutting it I guess.

     I have also decided that I am a special needs person I need to be in the care of my parents.

JUST HEAR ME OUT…….

       I just don’t think I would make it living on my own because I am still very sensitive and venerable to everything and I need their help and they need my help. Plus on SSI I don’t / wont get that much money so I wouldn’t make it on my own if I am getting what I think I will be getting if I get accepted. The money that I would get would be a low amount of money. So I have decided to live at home with my parents cause I just don’t think my mind, body, or soul would make it.. I am still venerable I just got a lot of issues that are personal that we are working though.

      Speaking of SSI, I am having to go to another doctor.. JUMPING HOOPS….. on the 24th 30 flipping miles away just because they can. And its pissed me off that I gotta go get this “ HEAD JOB “  DONE, when my phych doctor has given them all of the paper work that they would and will ever need to show that I am in her care and that I am F*****ed up in the head ( HAHA ) . Its really stupid but  I got to do it. I am pissed off they are sending me that far out to get this evaluation even though my doc did her part.

      Also, I might have a job… Working for a “ MAJOR RETAIL STORE” I cant say what… But I am exited that I might be able to get a job and collect my SSI at the same time I hope cause I really need out of this house I stay in this house way too long. So I am just waiting on the district manager to get back to me and see if I am hirable ( Which I was back in 2007 ) and come back to work at this place. So I cant wait for that. I might be on different hours than my mother but I guess that’s ok.\

     I know that I am going out on a limb explain everything but I feel like I had to get everything out of my head how I am feeling and what’s going on in my life.  I want to know and feel its ok to be BIPOLAR and know I am not alone in the world, that others like myself have it too.

     Just remember please be very cautious what you say in your comments cause I am still very venerable.

Talk to you later,

Christopher

Hmm.. its raining here and the front and French door beside me in the dining room are open and the wind just came though here and oh god the smell of rain is lovely. =]

Posted in: " L ", Anxiety, Celexa, Family Relationships, Getting A Job, Independant Living, Insurance, Kidney Transplant, Lithium, Lithium Readings, PDOC, Paxil, Rainy Days, SSI, SSI Check, Shrink Evaluations, Special Needs Person, hypochondriac, venerability by Christopher 3 Comments

IM BACK

Published at: 08:03 am - Tuesday March 09 2010

DEAR JOURNAL,

       I AM BACK. SUPRISE!

        I cant stand it no more to be away from this blog. I finally got my domain owner, DANIEL to put my blog back up just as it was since I miss writing. I know the doctor doesn’t want me to blog, but I cant stand to be away from it any longer. I just got home sick and I really miss blogging.

        I guess, after you get use to writing for so long, you just miss it when you quit writing for I dont even remember how long that it has been since I quit writing.

      SHE SAYS that I was giving out too much info. I think that she really meant the private entries and not the public entries. In the public entries I really didn’t you know put that much information out. I know I got a nasty comment from someone that I trusted I guess I am just going to have to get thick skin and learn how to ignore the ignorant comments, I blocked this person off my facebook and deleted their comments just like the doctor told me. This person we know from JLAND… I am not going to give names but….. I didn’t appreciate their comments… And I got them good in an email and told them how I really felt then just blocked them.

        But I learned from my parents ( Well “ L “ )  that I don’t have to take her ( THE PHYCHRIATRIST)  advice. I can take the parts out that I want to believe and not believe and go from there. I don’t like have to let everything the doctor says and take it like ITS THE GOSPEL or something.I thought that I had to take everything that the doctor said and take it as the GOSPEL and believe what she said to me.

     Its getting real late…

    I am writing this the night before…  Its 3/8/2010 and about 11:52 PM CST.

       Tomorrow… I have on my plate… I have to go see the shrink.. Oh joy… Its been over 3 weeks so its about time I go back and see what she has to say.. I have to say I have been though a lot the last 2 weeks…

      I went though a period where I was pacing and couldn’t sit down. I mean I would constantly walk the floors of the house back and forth back and forth… The doctor put me on Celexa…. I guess the Celexa finally got into my brain because for one min I was pacing and then the next min I was ok….. Just BOOM…. IT HIT ME….. And the pacing finally stopped and it hasn’t came back yet. So I guess that is good.

      I am starting to walk more… I walk around my block at least 5 to 6 times a day… Just to get out and to get fresh air and exercise.. I have a bad feeling that is what the PACING was replaced with is that I walk around.

        I swear I cant sleep… Its after midnight now…… And here I am still awake… I am glad that my SHRINK appointment is at 1:00 PM and I finally got MOMMIE DEAREST in and she gets seen by my shrink at 1:15 PM tomorrow. I finally got her to go and get her off zoloft because it wasn’t working for her.

          I have tried taking BENEDRYL……. AND a prescription ambien and it just doesn’t work for me. ugh….. I need to try this free lunesta prescription that I printed out that I heard on a lunesta commercial tomorrow.

       Well, I guess I need to get to bed before its 1 am…

 

Welcome Home,

Christopher

Posted in: Back To Blogging, Celexa, Medicine Effects, Mommie Dearest, PDOC, PDOC Options, Pacing The Floors, Zoloft by Christopher 6 Comments

an Up and DOWN day

Published at: 06:02 pm - Wednesday February 10 2010

Hey everyone,

    Well, today started off real good… I went to my normal physician and when I got called back, I weighed in and I have lost 9 pounds since October. I am now 263.8….  YAY… Also I have to go to some other weird clinic on 19th of March to get blood work for Thyroid ( AGAIN ) , and Cholesterol, and for my Norvasc ( Blood Pressure Med). and my Liver, and Kidney Function tested too.

    The place that I am having to go to is so booked up they cant get me in until March. Damn.

       Anyways. I had a bout of depression tonight. =[

       I was worried if I would get to see tomorrow  or not and what would happen if something was to happen to me would everything continue as normal without me. I got scared and balled my eyes out till they stung and talked to MOMMIE DEAREST

      I think also reading this cool book that L checked me out at the library brought it on too cause its dealing with some death in the book. its a great book to read check it out if you can find it…..

        Just be warned if you start to read it, it deals with COPS AND HOMOCIDE and people dying by Broke Necks or Gunshots to the head.

Its a good read so far.. I am reading the large Print version

EricaSpindlerBreakNeckBook

From Publishers Weekly

Det. Kitt Lundgren and her partner, Mary Catherine Riggio, of the Rockford, Ill., Violent Crimes Bureau pursue a serial killer ripped from Internet urban legend in this unconvincing thriller from bestseller Spindler (Copycat). When Riggios too-good-to-be-true fiancé is caught in the line of fire, the shooting at first appears to be unrelated to the murder spree of Breakneck, who targets computer-savvy 20-somethings. Of course, the connection is immediately obvious to readers, if not the veteran staff of the VCB. Lundgrens preoccupied with mending her broken marriage while ambling toward career burnout, and Riggio doesnt hesitate to throw out the procedural rulebook, eschewing her police training in a desperate search for the truth. Spindler strays from her comfort zone in tackling the mysterious world of cyber crime. Casting disaffected youth as criminal masterminds doesnt ring true, while descriptions of technology and its applications are painstakingly overexplained. (Jan.)
Copyright © Reed Business Information, a division of Reed Elsevier Inc. All rights reserved.

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     I think My Doc who keeps adjusting my meds I think is what also could of  brought on this imbalance….

Which is not good.

     I have hope that I am going to be AN OLD GEEZER and I had to calm myself down by taking my Clonazeapam for anxiety and my Lithium. Because people in my family have lived as long life and died in their 80s and 90s. I do wish I could live forever Cause I see nothing but good in the world and potential for good in the world.

     I guess I am ok now.. I have NOT been depressed or a sad thought like that since I found out I was BIPOLAR back in November.

      Well also I got a survey in the mail today from AUSTIN ( Texas’s Capital )  to fill out for my SSI…. It was like 14 or so FLIPPIN PAGES long…. 

     I AM NOW ( When I mail it off tomorrow )  one step closer to having my SSI…

I am just wanting to hurry up though this process. BLAH!!!

     Well I guess that is all for now……

Just thought I would make a simple update,

Christopher

Posted in: Anxiety, Bipolar Lows, Blood Pressure Meds, Blood Work, Books, Depression, SSI, Worries about Growing Older by Christopher 4 Comments

Did you know that, Highway Signage on United States Highway’s are changing?

Published at: 01:02 pm - Tuesday February 09 2010

 

……. Just a little secret the ( INSERT YOUR STATE) DOT

HASN’T REALLY TOLD ANYONE…

GUESS WHAT ITS CHANGING!

MAYBE YOU’VE NOTICED?

MAYBE YOU HAVENT!

— Christopher

Posted in: Department Of Transportation, Highway Driving, US Interstate Signage, United States Highways by Christopher 5 Comments

Decisions for the best

Published at: 12:02 pm - Monday February 08 2010

I have thought about this and thought about this……

…… And I think I am ready to write about it.

      I figure the worst case scenario is if I get the least for my SSI that I have talked about in some of my Entries…..

     I won’t be able to make it on my own out there and plus apartments here in this town of 3,000 you gotta wait basically I was told until someone kicks the bucket before you can get an apartment. Kinda bad way of putting it if you ask me?

        MY AUNT who we shall call “ EUNICE” ( That’s not her real name ) she is on SSI  for her back and she gets a very low amount for SSI. And I have a feeling that is what they are going to give me is the lowest amount.  Because, L gets a very big amount but he has alot more things wrong with him.

      And, if I do get rewarded a low amount, I wouldn’t be able to survive out on my own.

     Plus on top of that… I think yeah, I know that MOMMIE DEAREST and L are trying to Control my life, and keep me locked in the house, I really think that they see I am ready to become a man And they have lightened up on some of the restrictions.  Yes, you heard me right,  they have gotten better and have started letting me go out more and more. So I guess that is good.

        So my plans are now, to just enjoy living here and if they act up again and start putting restrictions on me to bitch to my PDOC.

     But like I said they have been doing good. Plus I feel my mother needs me here for some reason. I just have that emotion of she needs me here for some reason.

    Well, I guess I just thought I would write and let you know whats going on and how I am feeling about things.

Until Nextime,

Christopher

Posted in: " L ", "Eunice", Freedom, INDEPENDANCE, Mommie Dearest, Restrictions, SSI, SSI Check, State Of Texas SSI by Christopher 5 Comments

Dieting and Solicitude

Published at: 02:02 pm - Saturday February 06 2010

   So I am sitting here in the silence of the house… All I hear around me is the heater running and me clacking away at the keys on this keyboard. I really want to take a nap but, I cant get myself to lay down and doze off. Mommie Dearest and L are laying down taking a nap.

    I am starting to wonder why I continue to write?

      I noticed that the comments are starting to get fewer and fewer. I mean yeah, I see that the big numbers are coming in from entrecard droppers but I wonder, is really anyone reading what I have to say or am I just getting drops from Entrecard and other various websites that I am on and then they leave, and don’t even take the time to read my content.  * SIGHS*.

     I mean if no one is reading and wants to take the time to comment or even just breeze though here and leave, then let me know so I can stop wasting my time writing here.

* SIGHS *

    So on to other news…..

      So me and mother are starting a diet today. She went to WAL*Mart that is local to us and picked up:

AlliLogo

      We are going to try ALLI and just see how it goes and see if we loose any weight. I know that the doctor has told me I am way over weight, event though my body doesn’t physically look like it and I am on Blood Pressure medicine’s at the age of 26.

     I guess that me and her will start walking and start taking ALLI and hope that we loose the weight that we want to loose.

      My regular Doctor, that I am going to on the 10th,  says I am suppose, to be 190 LBS at 6 foot tall. I told her she was out of her damn mind that I would look like a twig. I am about right now 6 foot and about 275 LBS.

      Supposedly, the way that ALLI works is that it is a FAT BLOCKER and then what fat you do have you POOP IT AWAY and it doesn’t get absorbed into your body. So I guess we shall see on that.

     So after they get up from their nap, me and MOMMIE DEAREST got to run to the local grocery store and buy some paper notebooks  to keep track of what we eat and drink and to get me some MULTI VITIMINS since I was suppose to be taking them them this whole time being on all my Psychiatrist meds. Pus I am going to need them when talking Alli.

    Really, thats all I guess I have to say, I guess I will start making the entries shorter and shorter that way people dont have to read alot. Maybe that is what my problem is?

— Christopher

Posted in: ALLI Pills, Blogging Explosure, Blood Pressure, Blood Pressure Meds, Ideal Weight and Height, Primary Doctor, Quit Blogging, Weight Loss, how Alli Works by Christopher 9 Comments

Rainy Day’s and Soup Night

Published at: 05:02 pm - Thursday February 04 2010

Hey everyone,

     Well today I finally got out of the house I went with Mommie Dearest and L to his Dialysis just to get out and not be cooped up in this house. So that was fun… And then around 8 am I went with Mommie Dearest to Quitman, which is a town over from where L goes and gets his dialysis and went with her to the local hospital, where she had a doctors appt and had to go get blood work just like I do every couple of weeks MUAHAHAHA!!! :P

      So basically me and Mommie Dearest were in and out of the rain all morning and then after that we just me and her to a local spot that we USE to eat at alot when we lived in Quitman and me and her had a quick breakfast and then walked down the plaza to a little store with alot of antiques in it and we looked around in there. And by that time it was time for us to head back to where L was to his Dialysis place and pick him up.

      I actually did something nice today haha I can’t believe that I did it myself.

      So when L came off his Dialysis machine… I went out to the car and I was suppose to just be sitting there waiting on them, but I am a sweet son.  And as everyone know’s MOMMIE DEAREST wont let me learn how to drive, She is afraid that I am going to go out and kill someone when I get behind the wheel.

     So I got behind the wheel, put the key in and waited for the chime to stop dinging… I then turned the key until the car started. Now if you are wondering what I am driving.. I was driving a 2008 Kia Sportage. Same color and tenting as the picture below.

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    I reached up LOL and I put the Emergency Flashers on, LOL I don’t know why and then I reached down and I put the car in R. I just let it coast out and then I turned the wheel until it was straight and came to a stop when I got the back of the kia with the back facing the hill that’s up above me.

       Then I put it in drive and I gave it a little gas and I coasted up under the awning. I sat there and sat there and sat there and by that time someone needed me to go out so they could leave so I had to put the car back in drive and pull around to the side of the building. I have to say that it was A RUSH to drive.. I had really never been behind the wheel since 2007 so It was weird and I got to say that little Kia IT DOESN’T TAKE MUCH to take off LOL barely use the gas if you got one of these 4 cylinders. LOL.. trust me I learned that today.

          GOD DRIVING THAT KIA WAS SO EASY WHEN YOU LET IT COAST!!

     Mommie was kinda mad that I got behind the wheel but I think I did a good thing cause I was helping out making sure that they didn’t get wet. I was looking out for their best interests. She says now that once I get balanced on my meds that she will teach me how to drive.. YIPPEE!!

       Now were at home making this soup recipe that she found in a WOMANS DAY magazine I believe while we were sitting at the Quitman Hospital waiting on her doctors appointment. I got to say the house smells SOOO GOOD.

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Well that’s all for now Mommie Dearest is wanting on

So TTYL!

— Christopher

Posted in: " L ", Chicken Tortilla Soup, Dialysis, Doctors Appointments, Driving, Kia Sportage, Mommie Dearest, Rainy Days, Recipes, Womans Day Magazine by Christopher 4 Comments

Why I decided to move my chat

Published at: 01:02 am - Monday February 01 2010

** First off… If you’re apart of the IRC CROWD then this blog entry is for you,

if your not…

    Well  you might just move along until my next entry cause you wont understand a thing I am fixing to talk about. lol.. Sorry! **

 

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Hi All,

      So its 1:37 AM CST and I am still up and I have been thinking about things and I have finally decided to go with my gut instinct and follow what my heart says.

      As some of you know…. I am a person that was all into IRC…. ( Internet Chat Relay ). I loved having friends around me to talk about anything and to get to meet new people from all over this world. It’s the best thing I have ever come across. I thought IRC was just for hackers but, let me tell you, you will find some real genuine nice people out there.

        I am sorry to say……………

       But, I decided to move my channel.

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chat1.ustream.tv

#CMsPlace

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         Why did I choose to leave my channel on IPOC and move to Ustream?

       I decided that it was best to move to USTREAM because, I felt that it was a very neutral server and that all my friends from all over the place would be able to come and hang out with me and my bunch whenever they wanted.

        Now, I am not saying that there is anything wrong with my former network Ipocalypse. Its just that, so maybe people are banned on that network, and so many have left that network due to some of the things that the owner has pulled. It was quite hard to find the ones I WANT to be around me

       It has also gotten hard in the IRC world, to find each other , now that we had all of these “ NETWORK WARS” and THIS NETWORK IS BETTER THAN THIS ONE  and this network split into four different networks.

    Its to the point now where you have to join 4 to 5 networks to find all of your friends.

         I am sorry if you are going to bitch at me and tell me that I am dumb for moving. Fine…. That’s your loss..  You don’t have to join… I hope you will.. I would be very sad if you didn’t want to continue in our endeavors together.

     I think I have made a smart decision, and my closest friends have thought that I have made a smart decision,  because its a Neutral network and that it takes a lot to get banned off ustream and that its kind of a center meeting point for everyone to meet up and not having to worry “ Oh damn, is xxxxx banned from this network.. SHIT… I will have to find them on xxxxx”

       In the end, I hope you will follow me in our Endeavors and may our friendship blossom into even more.

Hope you understand and thank you very much,

— Christopher

Posted in: Eric Van Tyne, Fresh Starts, Friends, IRC Network Wars, Ipocalypse, Moving Chat Rooms, Network Splits, Ustream Chat, Ustream.tv by Christopher 1 Comment
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